sunday pt 3

today i'm raw. 

woke up with dreams of work and fears for the future. there was a moment slightly after where everything was golden, where i was dancing around singing along to my favourite song, admiring myself in the mirror. fast forward one hour and i'm at a market place crying my eyes out in the car wishing my head was positioned under a moving vehicle. happy sunday! 

anyway, today is what it is. i'll accept it. pain arrives and then it goes away, like always. 

i've got some really exciting news! me and andrew got our approval letters from canada; we're officially accepted to their working holiday visa program! now it's just to finish off saving up money, decide on a date and then go for it. things are moving on, we're moving up.